i just dun understand...

erm... found this at the water taps in an R&R washroom on the way to kuantan...

and i was wondering... wat the hell would anyone do with the water other than washing... =.="

things to do...

1. ...in a chem lab

i dunno why but this was the most interesting thing in the whole lab...

i did this without realizing that the demonstrator was staring at me right in front...XD

this just doesnt look quite right...=.='

2. ...when ur waiting for a midnight movie and have nothing better to do...

act homeless and sleep on a bench...

act lagi homeless and sleep on a bench with a couple beside...

finally get the hell up upon realizing that some funny guy is taking pictures of you to blog about...

3. ...on a beach

be a guy... i mean gay...

mass transformation into apeks...

finally accept the fact that you're such a retard and jump of a bridge...

become god and punish the person hu made u die...

erm... reincarnation i suppose...

tolong...

i really feel like updating... don't really wanna abandon my dear blog... but just cant think of anything to blog about... lol... pls gimme some inspiration... i dowan my blog to die so young leh...

maybe i should upload some photos from the kuantan trip... or write some crap bout district 9... lol... great movie btw... or... blog bout uni life...? nah... let me just think bout it over... and hope im able to come up with a real update this weekend...

p.s. today's structures exam was totally crap... i jus hope i dun fail till so nan kan... =.="

words of a wise man

lIf you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.
lYou were looking good from afar.. now you're far from looking good.
lLearn from your parents' mistakes, use birth control!
lThe universe is laughing behind your back.
lThose of you who think you know everything are annoying those of us who do.
lHonesty is the best policy but insanity is the best defense.
lI'm not crazy, my reality is just different than yours.
lA positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
lLove your enemies.. it pisses them off.
lThe human race is lucky I'm a nice guy, otherwise only 1/4 of them would be alive right now.
lA paper should be like a mini skirt: long enough to cover everything, but short enough to keep it interesting.

learning to let go...

letting go...

the act of relieving oneself of possession...

it's painful...

it's difficult...

it's hard...

but it's necessary...

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life has changed...

it feels so icy under the heat of the burning sun...

laughter seems so dry...

the room feels so silent and gloomy...

i don't know...

have i made the wrong decision...

tell me i was wrong...

...

tell me i was never right...

no please don't tell me anything...

nothing too serious...

Had another sleepless night yesterday even after emptying half a bottle of cough syrup. Wth man... and it was stated on the label that it will cause drowsiness. Well maybe it wasn't lying. I was feeling drowsy alright, but just couldn't get my eyes to shut... should have took pills instead lol...

Got out of bed quite early as there was a morning class today. Morning classes are just so pointless. I just enter, take off my glasses, and doze off, and wake up look here look there like sozai, feeling as tired as before. Wonder how the lecturers can tahan...

Headed to the library soon after. Saw a sign that said no eating and drinking is allowed around the computer area. And that was what made me grab two packets of nuggets and a can of coke from the cafeteria. Found a nice place right beside the sign and had my lunch there... =_="

Thought of going to pyramid after submitting the darn chem reports, but later on decided to forget it. Was just too tired to go for a stroll on my own... nvm la can reduce my chances of getting H1N1...

Driving is certainly no easy task, especially with a sleepless night the day before. My head and eyelids were just so heavy... I had to shut them like once every few seconds... And there was twice, when I opened my eyes, the vehicle in front was like just a few inches before me... close shave, yeah... lol... fortunately my car's brakes were ok... (yea its the kancil again... lol... autobot leh...) or I wouldn't possibly be writing all this now... XD

And after that, this sleepy and dangerous driver did something funny. zzz... I dunno what happened... but I turned into somewhere I have never been for a long long time. And I couldn't recognize the place... the cute pink gates were now painted a dark coat of brown...was it brown? nvm... and the walls an elegant white... the grills were...should I say... exquisite... lol... it was an entirely different feeling from the last time I was there... the last time I was there...? ages...

And this made me realized, that much have changed since. I know she's changed... I've changed too... I suppose...

But if there's one thing that doesn't change... I hope that its her smile... and to that someone out there... I'm grateful to you... for making her smile again... something which I failed to do...

This post is long, and boring... what to do... i just dun have that humour... and creativity... XD So if you made it this far... give yourself a clap... Lol... I'm just crapping... why so serious...?

p.s. anyone wanna hang out? im rotting... dun care h1n1 la... XD

Never Dreamed You'd Leave in Summer

Nothing in mind to blog about... so here's another great song... not really one that suits my age but... doesn't matter

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A prodigy singing for a prodigy...

I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
I thought you would go then come back home
I thought the cold would leave by summer
But my quiet nights will be spent alone
You said then you'd be the life in autumn
Said you'd be the one to see the way
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
But now I find my love has gone away
Why didn't you stay?

No more lying friends
Wanting tragic ends
Though they do pretend
They won't go when I go
All those bleeding hearts
With sorrows to impart
Were right here from the start
And they won't go when I go
And I'll go where I've longed
To go so long
Away from tears
Unclean minds mislead the pure
The innocent will leave for sure
For them there is a resting place
People sinning just for fun
They will never see the sun
For they can never show their faces
There ain't no room for the hopeless sinner
Who will take more than he will give
He ain't hardly gonna give
The greed of man will be
Far away from me
And my soul will be free
They won't go when I go
Since my soul conceived
All that I believe
The kingdom I will see
'Cause they won't go when I go
When I go
Where I'll go
No one can keep me
From my destiny.

如果我變成回憶

just a nice song... doesn't mean anything... (if u were wondering)... zzz =.="

p.s. but wouldn't it be nice to remain as a memory...

VERY OBSCENE POST...

yea mark my words... this is 18 above... make sure no children or parents are anywhere around you...

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ok... so i took this facebook quiz....

and 'f' does not stand for facebook...

QUIZ TITLE: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU!?
FIND OUT WHAT FUCKN COOL ASS MOTHER FUCKN THING U FUCKN ARE OR SHOULD BE!!!!!!!!!!!

and these are my f**kin answers...

1. SOME MOTHER FUCKER STOLE YOUR MOTHER FUCKN ICE CREAM.. WHAT DO U DO?
USE YOUR FLAMETHROWER TO MELT THE BASTARD

2. YOU JUST GOT DUMPED BY YOURE PARTNER.. WHAT DO YOU DO?
CLIMB A TREE THEN SING TO YOUR PARTNER BUT IF YOUR A GIRL.. EAT ICE CREAAAMMMM

3. YOU'RE PLAYING CATCH AND GET HIT IN THE FACE WITH THE FUCKN BALL.. WHAT DO U DO?
START CRYING AND WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO COME AID YOU BUT NOBODY WILL CAUSE YOU WERE PLAYING CATCH BY YOURSELF IN THE DARK

4. SOMEONE SAID YOU HAVE A SMALL PENIS (OR BOOBS).. WHAT DO YOU DO?
PLAY WITH A SMALL STICK BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD

5. FAIRLYODD PARENTS JUST GOT CANCELED.. WAT DO U DO?
WATCH SOMETHING ELSE.. FUCKN IDIOT

6. YOU GOT STRAIT A's.. WHAT DO YOU DO?
CLAP YOUR HANDS LIKE A RETARD

and wtf did i get...

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YOU'RE A FUCKN POKEMON!!!!!!! NOT JUST ANY POKEMON.. YOU'RE A FUCKN CHARMANDER! DO U KNOW HOW FUCKN AWSOME IT IS TO BE CHARMANDER! YOU'RE TAIL IS A FUCKN FLAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!

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and this was my response...

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WHAT THE FUCK.. IM A FUCKING CHARMANDER... THATS FUCKING HILARIOUS... IM SO FUCKIN RETARDED... FUCKING AWESOME... WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA...

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all because i used a f**kin flamethrower...

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yea i noe... im sick... shoot me... LOLX...

p.s. remember my last post bout swearing being a form of pain relieve... and hell yeah i felt damn f**kin great after takin this m-f**kin quiz...

The best thing that happened today...

y'know what... i didn't switch off my car's lights just now...

what car? f**king kancil la... =.=" (dun laugh... kancil got autobot leh...)

and the best thing was...

nothing happened...

and by His holy grace i was able to drive home...

and i'm grateful...

so you see...

it's not always bad when something bad happens...

there's always a chance for it to turn out good...

fifty-fifty perhaps...

the odds aren't great...

but they are often the very things that brighten up your day... or night...

maybe lightbulbs work better but...

anyway...

conclusion...

today was a great day...

don't ask me why...

but i managed to smile...

and that's a miracle to me...

p.s. i don't really believe in miracles... i prefer... MAGIC... XD